can sum1 please tell me wat da heck i m doing here??? im supposed 2 b studying bt mayb later.. tired la nw..2dae is my last tuesdae. which means my last pe lessons. aw..afta pe lessons,we took photo 4 grad nite. oh shucks! my hair is like freaking messy afta playing netball. oh no!! :/ neway, afta dat is f&n. go thru da prelims corrections again. den is phy. ala boring.. do papers.. so difficult!! 4 grad nite, ma frens n i ingatkan nk dress up like destiny's child. u noe wearing same design bt different outfits? yup. niecee.. :) cant wait 2 buy da dresses!! bt first muz get thru da o levels!! argh!! aniwae, afta phy is recess..yahoo!!

recess seems so fast 2dae. coz we kena locked out of da classrm afta changing!! stupid!! den muz go recess carrying pe shirts!! haha.. so long neva c F. miz him so much!! den saw him..hmm.. trying 2 act like a mat..haha.. sigh.. only 2 more daes in sch..

afta recess is maths. da class still not responsive. da maths teacher ask we all whether we gt qns 2 ask or nt. den da class diam je. if me, i juz ckp bt unfortunately i shy la.. nanti i ask simple qn, dey tink i stupid lak.. den is mly. boring!! gt remedial during da study break.. hope its nt wit da sec 5.. F. pon da tk retake so boring la kalau campor wit sec 5..

den is ss. neva do anitin. tried 2 do my maths tuition bt cannt concentrate la..too noisy.. saw dis 2 of my classmate study.. wow.. so studious..

den go home time. 2 more daes.. cant blieve it. oh ya, yesterdae gt back my prelims results.

L1R4: 25
L1R5: 33

so much!! how 2 go poly sey??!! i will strive harder. yes. i promise. yesterdae tuition suxs like anitin. i cried a bit. sedih sey. da teacher tk focus on us!!! wat is he tinking?? we r da ones taking o level!! :( looks like i haf 2 depend on myself..

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Ashlee Simpson- Shadow

I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me

Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity
So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen

Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry-

Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past in the past

I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me

Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day

ct aisyah
forever twenty-one
i love colourful things
imma good girl!