im quite hapi 2dae. yup. me n A. r alike. we r kinda racists 2wards da ppl in our class. yup. i'll tell da story later. well... first thing is about F. so hapi 2 c him. his class is quite near my class (wen at da parade square) so can c him. yup. first period is eng. we wen thru other sch compo. quite easy sey if compared 2 our sch. not fair!! aniwae, afta dat is ss. da teacher neva cum coz hes busy. so relieve teacher took over. neva do anitin. bt class kecoh bcoz dey discussing bout graduation nite. i hate it 2 da core.

ya.. our monitress ask da 3 of us who we wanna sit wit on da grand nite. we sae we dont noe. den i overheard dieorg discuss2. like wat sey. juz bcoz we r da minority, dey campak us like dat. go n die la u all!! yucks!! i hate dem!! dey dun care bout us sey. nvm. u all r gonna get ur retribution or karma sooner or later. den u will noe how we felt. eee... geram sia.. me n A. da bingit. we declared ourselves racists. haha.. tak tentu pasal we sae like dat. argh!!

den is chem. da teacher dtg lambat coz she dun even noe dat she gt lessons wit us. wat da heck??!! den muz do mock exam. merepek la. den is recess. we tok bout da graduation nite again. im so fed-up wit dem. freaking asses!! den is f&n. actualli we da put our bags kat kitchen. den da rest of da pupils gi balek class. so we da ready 2 take our bags from da kitchen n go back 2 class la, den suddenly we saw dem nk gi com lab. i was so pissed-off i sae SIAL kuat2. A. oso. haha. so angry sey. inconsiderate bunch of freaks!! den dieorg nye muke selambe je. crazi ppl. den f&n. check da prelims qns. quite boring la. den muz go auditorium 4 sum talk.

da talk was about sports sch. i dunnoe whether i interested or nt. i only noe how 2 run n play netball. netball pon i tak suke sgt. aniwae da talk was kinda boring. oh well. its ok. den go home. saw F. wanna go home. i noe he was walking E.'s direction. usually i walked dat direction too, bt nowadays nope. although i noe he was walking dat direction, i dun wanna go dat wae coz i dun wanna look so desperate looking at him. hes cute n sporty alrite bt he da ade gf so uat ape keja2 him?? rite?? i juz wanna concentrate on my studies first. ya..

1 more week 2 go. yeah, baby. i muz enjoy my life in sch as much as i can. i wanna c more of ppl!! okie, over n out!



Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like some how you just don't belong,
And no one understands you?

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
That no one hears you screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don't know what it's like,
To be like me!

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life

Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
While deep inside you're bleeding?

No you don't know what it's like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don't know what it's like,
To be like me!

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face!
No one ever stabs you in the back!
You might think I'm happy,
But I'm not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted!
You never had to work, it was always there!
You don't know what it's like (what it's like)...

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,

To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like,

To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life!

Welcome to my life!

ct aisyah
forever twenty-one
i love colourful things
imma good girl!