hey, finally got 2 update my blog. now me at jssc - ala dis place ar where gt computers... im so angry wit my stupid freaking com. u noe wat? my com kena porn website sia! bodoh btol.. argh!! so angry u noe.. how many daes ready neva update... argh!! i hate porn websites!!

aniwae, u muz b wonderin bout my grad nite. it was da most unforgettable nite eva-NOT! i could not 4get da boringess (if there such a word) there. so disappointing.. starting only i excited. wen reach da hotel, saw everybody, all looking so handsem n pretty. den we go sit at our place yg sume halal. i tot it was gonna b fun bt not. saw F. hes looking alrite.. i tried 2 make eye contact but he looked away.. well, i guess i realli have 2 move on.. he sibok ambek gambar wit DNA.. i uat bodoh je.. den theres like an interval, where we all can do wateva we wan, i sengaje nak pegi toilet bcoz kat our table cume tinggal F. je. i told A. dat if we came back from da toilet n F. was still there, hes a real gentlemen. i was hoping he was, but unfortunately not. kuar je from toilet, i saw him outside.. my heart was so crushed. i tot he was a gentleman bt as u noe looks can b deceiving...

ala, menyampah ar dat nite. i was not enjoying myself one bit. i noe it was gonna b a disaster coz b4 da thing start, i yawn ready.. mayb dat was a sign dat it was gonna b boring.. mayb.. if i noe dat nite was gonna b boring i would rather absent myself n watch s'pore idol.. my sis ckp dier nangis.. tk fair!! i wanna watch too!!

wat i m realli angry is dat it seems dat kat our table, i m da only gal yg pakai dress.. i angry wit dat D. coz she sae she pakai strapless and sleeveless nye dress bt den she pakai sumtink else. da la i malas 2 tok bout dis..hate everybody!!

on wed, i gt back my prelim nye results, testimonial all dat.. da testimonial like shit sey.. same ngan my frenz nye.. chicken.. kalau tk sincere tk yah tulis ar!!

actualli i got a lot 2 sae but i dunnoe y suddenly i lupe everything.. entah mcm malas gitu.. anywae i m gonna 4get bout F.. i actualli 4get bout him ready but eversince dat nite, i cannot. he was behaving strangely.. only da waiter n waitresses were nice..i hate dat nite!!

oh yah, 4get 2 tell sumtink, E. was like shit dat nite. ingat die bnyak jambu.. kiss my ass ar.. perintah org suro ambek gambar dier sebelah piano.. asshole.. den scold me.. she sae " asal kau bawak camera yg tkde battery?" den i sae " da bagus 2 aku bawak camera " i was so pissed off wit her.. at least dat A. undastand.

i cant wait for 1 dec.. i wanna c taufik... i hope he wins.. seriously.. i m gonna support u taufik!!! at least looking at his face can make my sorrows go away unlike dat F. sakit kan hati je..

k ar, tink dats gonna b all.. gt dis lady tgh marah2 org mcm dier bnyk terror..i wanna do sumtink else b4 its too late... chiow!!

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