yeah baby!! im so hapie-again!! cant blieve.. 2 daes in a row!! wow..

u muz b wondering wat da heck. well.. its taufik.. we gotta meeet him again. at j8. actualli we cannot go coz ppl wanna cum my hse. my mom ckp jgn pegi la. but den its at j8!! me n ma sistaz merajuk ar. i almost cried sey. den my mom ckp (wen she wanna go werk) "pegi ar korg mak izinkan" she was like crying a bit. i felt so serba salah.

den we kemas2, help my grandma n all dat stuff.. den my sis ckp pegi la.. den i sae cannot so many times but den i saw her cry a bit, i kesiankan. i ask her 2 switch da com. we search 4 s'pore idol. so shocked sey wen da s'pore idol thing is from 2-4pm!! we all loncat mcm monyet, kelam-kabut nk gi. earrings ngan my ring pon tk pakai!! darn...

den wen go j8, we cannot find da place. we like tourists sey. dunnoe where da heck dat place is. finally found it. ramai sey org!! den saw dis queue. autograph queue. actualli tak tau but main sumbat je.. heheh.. den i ask ma lil sis 2 go in front take taufik pic nut she pendek ar, so ma other sis follow. i tukang jage da queue. expert sey me. serious. hahaha. i neva let ppl take my space. i badly wan taufik autograph. so ppl there, dun get my wae!!

taufik was like so cool.. but ade part action dier la.. wen he take out his jacket.. mcm usher la 2 konon.. heheh... i neva scream ar 2dae.. malas + tkde mood gitu.. smlm da cukup.. conserve ma energy 4 da real thing (ceh mcm ken lim sey!) neway, at around 3pm gitu, autograph session starts. me n ma sistaz squeeze in like sardines sey.. kesian aku tgk diri aku.. mcm orang sesat.. but wat 2 do.. tergile-gile sgt ngan si ditu..hahaha... ma sistaz ambek banjak pic of him sey..den we took 1 photo together.. confirm teruk nye.. hahaha.. nak buat mcm digital camera gitu.. u noe wat i mean...

neway, didnt get 2 shake or smile at him.. stupid securities!! geram sey.. alah kalau dapat pon, later i malu2 like dat.. hapi got his signature already.. thanx taufik!! :)

den dan da man (host) sae got photo session at 410pm.. ma sistaz nk ambek but i sae cannot ar coz my grandma later tkde org tolong.

well... i still feel guilty bout lots of stuffs.. i hope i can overcome dis guilt. i love u mom but u gotta gif me some freedom.. i promise not 2 do dis kinda silli thing again. i dun wan her 2 lost her trust towards me. i noe she cares. seriously she does care. wait 4 me wen i wanna study till 3am. love her 2 bits sey.. :) wanna buy 4 her perfume 2mrw.. me n ma sistaz belikkan.

while.. bout da taufik thing, i read he isnt engaged la. i merepek only.. nasib baik jugak.. heheh..i will keep his autograph n gonna laminate it. dun care. heheh.. teruk sey... haiz.. i blom blajar lagik tau.. nvm im gonna study till mornin even though its juz mcq... k ar.. penat ar.. wanna bathe now... taufik rawk on, aite!! :)

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