i hate POSEURS!! these ppl try 2 act as if they are from a particular group or sumthing.. follow ppl juz bcoz dat person likes it. its as if they have no sense of identity. yucks!

some ppl juz dun appreciate wat other ppl had done for them. i noe i had said this like a gazillion times but i juz wanna say it again. these kind of ppl are going to get back their retribution. like the Alicia Keys' song. 'Karma'-> 'What goes around, comes around, what goes up must come down.' Yes, i totally agree and believe in it.

ive sacrificed a lot for them but they dun appreciate it. hurt my feelings sey. sumtimes i juz wanna cry but i hold back. why cry for someone hu dun appreciate you? my only company is da radio and tv.. juz now, i cut all of Taufik's face from da newspaper ALL BY MYSELF! pathetic it amy sounds but i love wat im doing.. im ok wit that. at least looking at taufik's face soothes my heart.. heheh..

i dunnoe why ppl change so drastically. even my own flesh and . they wan wat they wan and shouts at me if dey dun get it although im da eldest. fark. im realli boiling now sia. they took advantage of me coz dey noe im like da mummy's and daddy's gal. why blame me? ass.. let dem read if dey wanna read. you tink i care? NO!! fed-up sia.. ive been telling myself to juz ignore dem but dey like buat muke kesian.. u all tink i dunnoe izzit? eh, tolong sikit. AKU BELUM BODOH ar!! i hope one dae dey will be in my shoes.. let dem noe how i feel..

i dun care if im not up to their 'standard'. at least i haf my own identity and am proud of it. so to all u ppl out there: BE YOURSELF LAH!!

aniwae, todae i bought my clothes for work with my pri. sch fren. thanx to her, i got my clothes. quite nice actualli.. thanx, gal! :) then we wen job-hunting.. we fill in da form from Mango, Espirit and some more stores ar.. i hope we get it...

oh yah! 2mrw going 2 da Padang 2 c Taufik again!! Yeah! hope i get 2 shake his hand. ive been 2 almost all his shows, well.. only somelah but still i neva get 2 shake his hand.. :( i hope 2mrw is special.. 2mrw oso his birthdae sia.. tot of giving him a card but scared later he neva take ar.. den wasted rite? nvm, i juz try my luck. den 2mrw rite, oso got ikhlas.. wow! cant waiit 4 2mrw sia.. c him again.. wow!!

k ar, im gonna stop here.. now listening 2 Taufik's song 'I Dream' luv dat song.. gonna memorize it.. taufik!!!!!!!

ct aisyah
forever twenty-one
i love colourful things
imma good girl!