hey.. i dunnoe why im so hyper 2dae. i woke up and straightaway go bathe. den afta dat, WITHOUT having ma breakfast i cleaned up ma room. surprised? im shocked at maself!! but at least i had stuff to do... oh yah, nowadays i cant get to sleep.. dunno y sia.. like yesterdae, i kept waking up in da middle of da nite. yeaps.. scary. mayb itz bcoz 2mrw im gonna get ma poly admission results. wish me luck!!!

i checked my sis frendster n tried 2 find diz guy. finally i saw his face. i didnt noe he looked super duper cute. if only we've met... if only.. unfortunately our 'frenship' lasted for only 8mths. he lost his hp. i kinda miz n smsing him. i still rememba how he said hes scared to call me. haiz. its ma lost anywae. of coz i feel sad. hes now in ite clementi. i hope one dae, he would sms me back through ma old hp no... mayb fate will bring us back together? i dunnoe.. i'll juz leave it to fate. guess by den he will be wondering who da heck i am.. i wonder hows he doing now?? i still think its a waste not meeting him. serves me rite....

anywae, diz song is dedicated to him. miz u lotz...

Kelly Clarkson- I Myself For Losing You

i woke up today
woke up wide awake
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room
i have myself to blame
for the state im in today
and now dying doesnt seem so cruel
and oh, i dont know what to say
and i dont know anyway, anymore

i myself for losing you
im seeing it all so clear
i myself for losing you
what do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you why hes not here

you got what you deserved
hope you're happy now
cause every time i think of both of you
its me inside
and now i dread each day
knowing that i cant be saved
from the loneliness of living without you
and oh, i dont know what to do
not sure that i'll pull through
i wish you knew
i myself for losing you
and oh, i dont know what to do
not sure that i'll pull through
i wish you knew, i wish you knew
and oh, i dont know what to say
and i dont know anyway, anymore
no,no
what do you say, when everything you said
is the reason why he left you in the end
how do you cry when everything you said
dont ever bring him back again

ct aisyah
forever twenty-one
i love colourful things
imma good girl!