i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

ive juz reached home from sch bout 30 mins ago and decided 2 blog.

sch's kinda normal actually. i mean theres nutink interesting going on. i quite envy my fren class. dey are united already. go canteen, together. go toilet oso together!! wow.. so jealous sey.. im not saying dat my class is not united but sumtimes action laa. especially... ala adelah.. i still havent click wit sum of da ppl in da class. maybe i dun even bother. it seems dat dey rather hang out wit dey own group. tok their language and all dat. wadeva la ppl... gasak korang laa..

aniwae, 2dae i tot of going later as usual, dat is to arrive sch by 745am. unfortunately came late. luckily no need to take attendance. phew. first we had tutorial at da com lab. data communications. can laa. no comment. stayed there for like 3 hrs!! imagine!! den maths tutorial. da maths teacher SUX!! mcm apek sey.. lu ingat lu manyak bagos ar? pi dah... hahahaha...

den break.

giler sey. the class separated. like wtf? there got a lot of ppl sia. theres these 3 guys facing us. i chose da wrong location la! i mkn also like nak tk nk like dat. and im not in my best clothing. sheesh. what could possibly be worst den dat? u tell me...

den dey wanna play badminton. again. i DUN WANT to play. sweat all dat. please laa.. manusia betol. den go library ar coz we hafta wait for 3 freaking hours coz got some talk. book da com. 3 of us. me, lee yee and jia yi. cool gals i can sae.

den wen 2 da auditorium. saw da cute ogl. kinda cute la. u noe wat? da talk is about AIDS laa.. boring... i tok 2 fara. well.. shes ok laa.. can laa.. but i kinda miss my sec frenz. seriously.. she doesnt seem to hear me weneva i tok to her. like hmm.. im to myself? sheesh. mcm bdk bodoh aku dibuatnye.

den we gotta do da survey. and i heard dat theres gonna be a class outing to east coast gitu. yippee!! im so freaking excited!! -NOT! -_- den wen home. met my fren. she wit her class.. see? united rite? jealous sey me. nvm. its ok. she said dat mayb theres gonna be a MIT outing. dis one i cant wait. but hopefully i can enjoy myself. i dun wanna tink far-yet. hmm.. 2mrw's another dae. actually sch supposed to end at 6pm but 2mrw's an exception. go home at 1pm. big difference huh? my fren go home at 3pm. too bad cannot balek wit her. sigh. hope dat 2mrw is a happi dae for me la. kalo tk, haiz, boring giler nye. i dun wan dat. i tot poly life supposed to be fun? why aint i having fun yet?

if you wanna talk to me, just talk. im not being proud but i just wish YOU would take da initiative to talk to me. its always ME who had to smile at you first. is dat how a person should behave? i wonder.