i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

sch's pretty normal for todae. quite normal. supposed to end at 11am coz 2dae no need to go for self-study. 2dae i had lectures all. the. way. imagine my butt stuck there like 3 hrs.. ouch! we had like only 10-15mins break. break time i always go toilet. so i had to past sum ppl. aiyoh. i wear skirt also muz be surprised eh. cute guy also go for toilet break. he saw me. *blushing* ..long sey he turned back. *blushing* hes so damn cute sia. den wen we wanna go back to lecture hall, sum guys were playing soccer. sheesh. seram je dey hit my head sia. mane la nk letak muke sey. but luckily neva hit. den got diz guy laa, kinda ok-looking aniwae, gave way to me. he go lean at da wall. hehehe.. i prefer lectures. its kinda cool. den lecture for IT1827 we muz change seats. we muz sit according to index no. can see da cute guy from my side view. fara tinks hes kinda cute too. but i told her first. heheh. i know you heard but there's no response. whats dat supposed to mean?

den da 5 of us wen canteen eat. i eat ice-kacang. 70 cents only!! niiiceee... btw u noe wad? u seriously wanna noe wad?? *jumping, getting all excited* da cute guy sat opposite 2 tables of me!!!!!!! yeah!!! so i can see his face CLEARLY. *jumps, jumps* mcm monyet aku nie... but i neva see him mcm org jakun laa. i maintain only. ceyyy... he oso. *blushing* oh gosh. why am i blushing all da wae?

den decided to go library. kinda like da library there. can surf net and also people-watching! heheh..den i saw diz particular guy from far. looks kinda familiar. dats wen i realised i noe hu. my sch mate. hes mly. btw, 3 mly ppl only from my sch were posted to nyp. PATHETIC. so i smiled at him. he smiled back. heh. kinda funny smiling at him coz i NEVA smile at him during sec sch daes. weird. feeling kinda awkward too coz da com im using is behind him. wat luck. surf net until 135pm.

of course there are cute guys in nyp. but sum are juz too cute dat i find it so difficult to smile at them. sheesh. wat am i talking?? juz smile laa, rite? wrong! coz i fear rejection. im so terok. still havent overcome dis fear of mine. well.. havent overcome other fears too laa.. so i cannot talk big eh. den wen i wanna turun from da bus, saw diz person. i pretended i didnt see. i tot u're gone. aniwae, overall, i gave 2dae a 6/10. :)

u leave and left me hanging by myself.