i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

i dunnoe wad to do anymore.

common tests in juz a few daes time and im not a single bit prepared. i juz cant seem to undastand!! wat is it dat is so difficult for me to go inside my brain?? how cum da others seem to be so relaxed and seem to care less? why cant i be like dem uh? they can go sumwhere afta skool while i have to my brain tryna figure out wad im supposed to do with all diz damn modules. sigh. its so complicated for me.

anywaes, had maths. about functions. luckily can undastand. phew. wat a relieve. hmm... cute guy was so helpful... heheh.. den after dat supposed to have internet application but da lecturer ask we all go e-learning. da others dun wanna do but they gonna go bowling instead. i didnt follow. i wanted but cant. hadto catch up wit my studies la. stayed in skool wit daphne and sze kee. went to library. i did my c programming review qns. wit da help of daphne's of coz. theres NO wae i could do c programming alone. NO WAY! i dunnoe a single thing. wonder how da rez manage to do so fast?

den sze kee wen to eat lunch wit her fren so i wen to mac wit daphne. :) shes nice! hehe.. den wen for c programming. da lecturer was talikng and talking but i dun undastand also. aiyah. tok so much also as if i will undastand. den wen to lab. heheh.. saw ahem ahem. cute.

ala, i dun wanna tok bout c programming la. sakit kan hati je. buang masa aku. den go home.

hmm.. from now on if im gonna rite in malay, i will use italics. so those who dun undastand malay, need not read dat part, okie. good.

and to daphne, thanx. for teaching me a bit on c programming. actually to me, not a bit la. A LOT. thanx for being so patient wit me for asking frequent qns. thanx a lot eh!! appreciate it so much! ;p

some ppl are juz so lucky. some ppl are juz so selfish. sum ppl are juz so nice. sum ppl are juz so arrogant. sum ppl are juz so clever. so which one are you?