i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

im all alone with my father right now. da rest of da family went to sumbody house for sumtink. i wanted to go but lazy la. so i stayed at home.

todae i went to dis SELF-HELP GROUPS JOINT TUTION AWARDS CEREMONY. i had received dis letter from mendaki saying dat i have to go to ntuc centre auditorium to collect da award. i was surprised why my fren didnt get coz da both of us also join mendaki. at first i dun wanna go coz im not fond of going to dis kind of function but my mum wanna go. i had to wear formal too btw. sheesh. i was grumpy at first with da outfit coz i scared dat i will be overdress but overall i look quite presentable(praising myself eh)... so at 130pm, we arrived.

wen we reached that place, tv crews were like everywhere!! woah!! felt so paisey.. there were also a lot of ppl!!den went up to register my name and 5 mins later i was seated beside dis gal by da same name- SITI AISHAH. quite similar to my name eh? hahahah. oh. btw, i was seated between 2 future businesswomen. not fair! both of them were in biznes coz. felt so jealous. hmph.. i guess its too late for me to regret now. whats done is done..neway, everybody there wears formal. lucky me.. award presentation starts at 230pm.

psle award begins first. den n level and finally da o level award. my palms were sweaty at dat time as many eyes were looking. many thoughts were going thru my mind. wat if i tripped and fall infront of da guest of honour? wat if i forgot to smile at da camera? what if my hair was messy? a lot of WHAT IFs laa.. fortunately, it went goooood. heheh..

den at around 4pm, da ceremony finished. we had tea reception. eat a while. den meet my 2 sisters at somerset to look for my youngest sis long sleeve shirt. shopped for a while only coz got to go home early. boo.

feel so tired and restless to do anitink nowadays. i miss da long break of holiday.