i ____________ myself. (insert your own word here.)
this particular word definitely describes how you are feeling right now. dun believe me? try it.
anywae. i read my fren's blog juz now and i decided to share it here. her entry describe EXACTLY how i feel. it seems like we share the same feeling after all. of coz i deleted some parts coz it aint neccesary at all eh.
'' it's like, i dont know how it feels like to be in love anymore. i sound bimbotic, i know, but its true. people around me are all getting attached, i feel happy for them yes i truly do. im not jealous, not at all. but whenever i see them so blissful and happy, i look at myself and retrograde into self-pity.
yes its true, ive my friends who are always there for me, but isn't it very selfish of me to keep bugging them when they're clearly attached? if not, dont they have better things to do then to accompany a fiasco like me? i feel like giving up, you see, there is nothing that im proud about, of myself. what's the point of pushing myself so hard, when i know that no one will actually notice me? what's the use of studying so hard when the society favors the whole package( the brains). it's times like these i really wanna exit from the world and shut myself up in an enclosed berth. its so sad i almost feel like ending my life (and yet again) whenever such thoughts run through my head."
this particular word definitely describes how you are feeling right now. dun believe me? try it.
anywae. i read my fren's blog juz now and i decided to share it here. her entry describe EXACTLY how i feel. it seems like we share the same feeling after all. of coz i deleted some parts coz it aint neccesary at all eh.
'' it's like, i dont know how it feels like to be in love anymore. i sound bimbotic, i know, but its true. people around me are all getting attached, i feel happy for them yes i truly do. im not jealous, not at all. but whenever i see them so blissful and happy, i look at myself and retrograde into self-pity.
yes its true, ive my friends who are always there for me, but isn't it very selfish of me to keep bugging them when they're clearly attached? if not, dont they have better things to do then to accompany a fiasco like me? i feel like giving up, you see, there is nothing that im proud about, of myself. what's the point of pushing myself so hard, when i know that no one will actually notice me? what's the use of studying so hard when the society favors the whole package( the brains). it's times like these i really wanna exit from the world and shut myself up in an enclosed berth. its so sad i almost feel like ending my life (and yet again) whenever such thoughts run through my head."
i feel so incomplete, would you complete me?
there. its been said.
oh. since i dun haf a tagboard, you can juz leave your comments in my blog. hmm.. da one beside the time ey? heheh.. pathetic rite? heheh.
