todae is my fren's 17th birthdae. erm.. my fren of 11yrs. sadly i dunnoe what to get for her. seriously. i dun even noe what kind of things she like! i mean, of coz she likes Eminem...... er.. i tink dats all? now you get wat i mean? dun tell me i should get for her something Eminem-related? dats like so boring please!! sigh.. what should i get her?? i dunnoe la..
and.. she dont even sound the bit elated when i wished her juz now. like wtf. i regard her as my best fren because she had been with me for 11yrs but i still dun even have a clue about her life. shes always keeping things to herself. she doesnt open up much. do you noe that we seldom gossip? ppl said to me that in this case shes not my best fren but just a good fren....... izzit true? we dun even haf anything in common. and the funny thing is she noes what to get for me for my birthdae. coz i tell her what i like. i did. she noes im into those gal stuff. but her? i dun have a clue.
sumtimes i find it difficult to communicate with her. all we talk about is either tv-related or about skool. not about ppl. no gossipings. no gal stuff. no boys talk. no shopping outings. no fashion talk. nope. zero. boring rite? and she kept saying shes tired and lazy and all those pesismistic words that sometimes i wonder what she do at home. its not as if she stayed up until 2-3 am.. to do her work. shes in bed by 12am. and she said shes tired? dunnoe la..
maybe thats why were we not in the same class for the first time this year. maybe it was for the better. imagine if we were in the same class.. if lesson finished at 2pm, by 230pm, i will reached home. OMG! thats the type of person she is. after skool, go home. -_____________-
luckily, theres aslinda. my primary skool fren. at least she find me and we still go out and talk bout all those stuff. i had no trouble buying for her presents coz we can easily go out to town and shop. simple. but with this fren of 11yrs... awkward feeling ey. she likes to stay home a lot. its difficult to ask her out. so so difficult.
i hope my birthdae next year will be a good one. im gonna be 18!! yay!! cant wait.. another 5 more months and im 18!!!! weeee... :)) (random entry!!!!)
ok. so now im at home. relaxing a bit. wake up at 1030am and its so refreshing please!! its like i never sleep for 3 yrs like that! (ok ok, exaggeration part there) hehe.. so refreshing.. gonna watch a lil bit of tv later.. cant eat la of coz.. fasting.. but its ok. gonna eat as many as i can later.. yum yum...
i cant stay at home for too long like 5 whole daes straight. i cant. i will be so suffocated. im gonna get myself a job or mayb go out. i havent plan yet. i'll see bout that... in the meantime.. im gonna pamper myself and rest my beautiful brain. my brain has been patient with me for the past few weeks. i lOve my brain.
alrights, thats all for today!! mayb its about time i update regularly.. but no promises.. tata!!
and.. she dont even sound the bit elated when i wished her juz now. like wtf. i regard her as my best fren because she had been with me for 11yrs but i still dun even have a clue about her life. shes always keeping things to herself. she doesnt open up much. do you noe that we seldom gossip? ppl said to me that in this case shes not my best fren but just a good fren....... izzit true? we dun even haf anything in common. and the funny thing is she noes what to get for me for my birthdae. coz i tell her what i like. i did. she noes im into those gal stuff. but her? i dun have a clue.
sumtimes i find it difficult to communicate with her. all we talk about is either tv-related or about skool. not about ppl. no gossipings. no gal stuff. no boys talk. no shopping outings. no fashion talk. nope. zero. boring rite? and she kept saying shes tired and lazy and all those pesismistic words that sometimes i wonder what she do at home. its not as if she stayed up until 2-3 am.. to do her work. shes in bed by 12am. and she said shes tired? dunnoe la..
maybe thats why were we not in the same class for the first time this year. maybe it was for the better. imagine if we were in the same class.. if lesson finished at 2pm, by 230pm, i will reached home. OMG! thats the type of person she is. after skool, go home. -_____________-
luckily, theres aslinda. my primary skool fren. at least she find me and we still go out and talk bout all those stuff. i had no trouble buying for her presents coz we can easily go out to town and shop. simple. but with this fren of 11yrs... awkward feeling ey. she likes to stay home a lot. its difficult to ask her out. so so difficult.
i hope my birthdae next year will be a good one. im gonna be 18!! yay!! cant wait.. another 5 more months and im 18!!!! weeee... :)) (random entry!!!!)
ok. so now im at home. relaxing a bit. wake up at 1030am and its so refreshing please!! its like i never sleep for 3 yrs like that! (ok ok, exaggeration part there) hehe.. so refreshing.. gonna watch a lil bit of tv later.. cant eat la of coz.. fasting.. but its ok. gonna eat as many as i can later.. yum yum...
i cant stay at home for too long like 5 whole daes straight. i cant. i will be so suffocated. im gonna get myself a job or mayb go out. i havent plan yet. i'll see bout that... in the meantime.. im gonna pamper myself and rest my beautiful brain. my brain has been patient with me for the past few weeks. i lOve my brain.
alrights, thats all for today!! mayb its about time i update regularly.. but no promises.. tata!!
