i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

WTH.

first it was on, then it was cancelled. then its on again. then today it was postponed. like wtf. im talking about the stupid reunion lah. of course i was - . who doesnt? khairul tried to sound apologetic but sorry. im not taken in. i mean the rest of MY frenz can make it and because of the rest of the EM1s couldnt make it, the reunion has to be cancelled? not fair right? its such a waste of time i tell you. and of coz money. smsing ppl whether they can make it or not. sheesh. im tired of ppl backing out on me. who do you tink i am? stupid ass.

skool was ok. except that theres like a lot of projects not done. or rather untouched at all. i dunnoe why im so slack this semester. haiyo. its like i couldnt care less. i couldnt seem to focus on some things. whats happening to me? gosh. im starting to freak out!! maybe its good i freaked out so that i can wake up.

projects that i hafto complete by idunnoewhensthedeadline:

-multimedia computer
-comm skills (2 of them. thank you)
-semestral proj
-personal development
-digital media design

i didnt get lectured by the electronics fundamentals teacher yesterdae. phew. but ley yee and fara did. hahah. however he did come up to me and check on how my progress. of course i sae i could manage. if not i have to stay back until 7pm leh!!

sigh. im working at OB 2mrw and sundae. wad luck. :(

recently ive becoming temperamental. it could be due to some stuffs running through my mind. which i shouldnt disclose it here. personal lah.

oh yah. my grandma just left for KL at around 4pm plus juz now. gonna miss her. love her.

omg. i hope my inner self will tell me to study 2nite. i hope my brain's functioning so that i can think. i hope my eyes are wide awake so that i can see wat im doing. i juz hope that im not lazy to do all this. SIGH.

i wonder how long it can lasts...