i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

finally.. weekends are here. im so tired already. stressing about dued projects and upcoming tests. its really freaking me out!!

do i really understand what is going on in skool? seriously da answer is no. i dun understand most of the modules taught this semester. shit lah. so scary leh. i really hafta find time to do some revision soon.

anyways, MUA orientaion was a BIG BIG mess. its was so disorganized and messy to sum it up. it wasnt wat we expected. quite disappointed actually. hmm.. about 20pluz freshies turn up. which was erm.. better than nothing... haha.. but overall it was okay... ive gotta do some research and preparations for the next meeting which is on wed.. argh!! so scared.. hope it turns well... didnt take much picture also coz we were so busy discussing. wasted!!

ok. so lets recap today. skipped edmund's lesson to do marketplace at elp. den went to elq for 2848. erm.. i cant remember wad is it called. heh. hadta do da quiz again. of course show our faces again. me and szekee couldnt stop laughing. she lah! laugh2 at ppl. so bad sia... den is infocomm security. i dun tink i did anything. all i remembered was that i kept on clicking and clicking the 'ok' and 'close' button. haha.. den break.

as usual me and fara ate mac. theres nothing else to eat sia at fj!! NOTHING!! den wen for 2848 nite class. hmm.. no comments bout dat. i juz wanna go home that time!!

anyways, ive been talking to szekee esp about this person. she will noe wad im talking about. its very sad wen i tink about it. im so lucky and grateful that i actually have frenz. frenz that are there to make you laugh and share your problems with. coz i noticed that theres this person who dont seem to have any. its so sad you noe. everyday see that person sitting alone, being isolated eventhough that person's classmates is just around him. everybody dont seem to mind or care about him. i pity him sumtimes. but wad can i do? on thursday, i saw another one. much worse than that person. hes much... weirder. so scary. haiz...

its not fun eh being alone. NOT fun at all.

waiting is good, rite? so i shall wait....