those are the words i will say to myself if im feeling so down. like how i felt yesterday. nobody knows. sumtimes i felt that nobody cares about me or my happiness.
its always ME who have to give in.
its always ME who have to care about other people's feelings.
its always ME who have to be concern of people's interest at heart.
i just wish that everything will come to a halt. its very tiring you know to take care of people's feelings. I HATE DOING THAT. making people happy but you yourself aint. it hurts.
i feel like screaming my lungs out and just cry until my tears are all dry. i want to talk to a stranger and tell him/her everything. maybe i should just become my old self back. the quiet Siti, whom i hate so much. who is very quiet like a mouse.
fake smiles to cover up how much you really do hurt me with every single thing you say to me.
tear me apart and then pretend that you actually care.
i feel so vulnerable.
