"Loneliness is a mirror which does not lie."
Friday, February 01, 2008 @
the month of february

FINALLY. the 3 common tests are over. omg. 3 days straight of studying and using of the brain cells, finally it has ended. but dats just temporary. the major exams are after cny. so hafto use them again. haiyerr... but i dat one later2 can ehh.. now i wanna relax first. but alhamdulilah, the papers are all do-able. i wanna get good grades for them coz i know i studied really hard. seriously, i did. tk bedek seyy..

ok, todays entry is gonna be super duper long. maklumlah... lamer tk update katerkan. so be prepared ehh.. ready... ok lets go!

today is the last common test which is elizabeth paper. it was oklah.. i only studied the tips which she said is just for the passing grade. i didnt really study that much for this paper coz i was kinda tired memorising for the other 2. so i just hope that i could at least score a B lah.

met up with my two favourite gals. mariam and fara ar sape lagik. coz each of us got different common test just now. i miss them sey. hahaha. so we went to canteen to makan. skali saw hasyim, hong wei and firzan. kau... hasyim kekek kepe.. nk mintak no. pompan abeh suro aku tanye ehh... hahah. klakar pulak tgk gelagat dier, malu2 konon. haha! but i didnt help him ar, firzan plak last2 tlg. hahah. den in da end we ate lunch with them at the canteen. for the first time seyy. hahah. first time, last day in nyp. sedih or whatt siak. im gonna miss NYP! :(

afta eating, we got no plans already. actually me and mariam hafto do projects but then both postponed on monday. mcm2 jek. so chill2 a while at mac. last day tau!!! it would be better if the day ended with me seeing zombie for the last time in NYP, btol tk? but.... tk dpt uhh. tkde jodoh babe. haha!

after that, separated our ways. due2 nk jumpe hairi(s) dorang lah kan. heheh. fara left first, while i accompanied mariam a while. mcm2 ragam seyy kat platform. fara you should be there seyy. got dis boy talking and laughing to himself while playing games at his hp. just behind us only. abeh korek telinge gitu.. eeeuuww. hahaha! klakar seyy.

olritez, enough for today. i had fun, eventhough its just a short while in school :)

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this next entry is dedicated to someone very2 dear to me.


290108


farain aka fara aka PETOM (her all-time fav name sia) birthday!!!
happy 22nd birthday my sweetest fren!!


shes

* someone i would call a very true friend. a confidante.
* someone i really2 trust at this point of time. someone who i share my laughter and sorrow with. shes been with me when im happy and shes always there when i need her.
* someone who likes to disturb me with the "babi" wink! haha.
* someone who truly cares for me. seriously ive neva met someone who care so much about me before, as a friend that is.
* someone who i can just talk cock with, be it on msn or face-to-face.
* someone who wanna meet me even if its just for a short while!!!

to sum up, shes a gerek person. from the bottom of my little heart, i really appreciate you seyy bestie :) thanks for the countless advice you always give me and for your listening ear. hope our friendship will last smp biler2. amin.

btw da 22 yrs old seyy.. tue lah kan. haha! jk lahh. may you and hairi last long oritez? da nk kawin jemput aku tau. heheh.

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and hm, about me and aziz.. i tink we're better off friends, like what he said. coz hes not ready yet. it was kinda disappointing at first, but seeing how he treat me recently, suddenly i also felt the same way. like wad my sisters and fara said, i deserve someone better. i hope they are right :) thanks you guys.

the lyrics to this song makes me think of him, by 98 degrees (tau lah ol skool, tapi sedap ok! haha!)

Why Are We Still Friends.

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

[CHORUS:]

Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)


I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why

[CHORUS]

I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

[CHORUS x2]


ok, emo shits aside.

so 2mrw, ive plans with the 2nd sis to go shopping! haha. maybe i wont shop dat much lah. just gonna get a black jeans since mine da belapok. yucks. and also spend some time reading...


amek kau.. my cousins brought 3 seveenteen magazines! singapore, malaysia and america version. dont play2 ar. haha. favourite mag of all time. but now im kinda lazy to buy it every mth. maklumlah.. org bknnye 17 agy pe.. da nk dkt 20 cents niee.. hehe. eh, wads with me and maklumlah ehh? siao.



hmm.. there, i told you its gonna be super long right? hope it doesnt bore you guys uhh. orytes, till next time, chiowzzzzzzzz.

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