i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

my last paper was freaking difficult for me lah, coz i didnt study and memorise as much as i did for my other papers. even though its just the case of memorising, i just cant seem to register the information inside my brain!! so wen i flipped the qn paper i was like "shit!" hahaha. coz seriously, i dunnoe wtf im supposed to write. asal boleh kentut siak aku tulis.. mampos.. while i was writing, i realised that im smiling to myself. know why or not? coz all i write sume MACAM PAHAM!!! hahahha! i can imagine my face sia. dgn muke smangz gitu kan.. but all in all harap2 pass seyy all my exams. hopefully.

and after the paper, i went home alone la seyy. sedih or whatt. my other frenz dont have exams already and my classmates siang2 da chiowz. baek uhhh korang.. im so gonna miss NYP, real bad. im gonna say dis very often i guess. you all dont miss meh? walao.. no feelings sia! and as i was walking, i could reminise the sweet and bitter memories that had happened between me and my frenz. bnyk uhh.. i tink if i got nothing to update, i will talk about that. but then again, every beginning has its end.

although i got work later at 5pm that day, i didnt wanna go home early. for goodness sake its only 11am lah! so met up with the sis at bishan ljs to eat. we are the only ones there. talk cock and go home around 1pm. after that off to work!!

work was a-okay for me. i had to serve a table with a bapok!! a'ah! namer dier yaniieee.. kau.. geli-gemilan aku tgk. kurus nk mampz.. betis dier lebih kecik den mine. hahaha. but lucky thing he/she was friendly, tk cerewet. phew. naseb aku maseh kuat nk angkat tu oblong tray. coz tetibe berat dokkk... hahaha. leg cramp.. long time no work mahh. and im glad to see the werkmates :)

so now finish school, do what ehh? wanna work, werk where? wanna study... hmm.. actually i dun want to cont, but for the sake of my grandma who wanna see me in uni, i will grant her wishes. mcm phm jekk.. tapi insyallah. pray for me pls.

you know recently, i cannot sleep sey. but when hafto studying.. wah2, kalo bleh 11pm jugak aku nk gi dreamland. haha. ntah asal ehh. naseb ade laptop tau.. (ahem) coz kalo mendak, on laptop jap, surf net. tapi internet pon kekadang mendak. haizzzzzzzz..

ok. so besok monday.. so? nk uat ape nieee?!!!! TAK TAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emotions so strong, but i just gotta move on...