"I told them that when you break up with anyone... you tend to only remember the good part, the good times... all the fun things you did together.. the nice memories... and remembering this will make you depressed as you will question your judgment then.. you will ask "why did u break up with him", "where did it all went wrong" and more whys..
When that happens never just remember the good part of your relationship.. try to remember the bad part... the part where everything went wrong.. all the hurt that u got courtesy of the relationship.... the part where bad thing happens as if on a collision course...
That's how you forget ppl, that's how you recover from them. Seed a little hatred and let it remind you of all that.. never too much hatred mind you for it will make you an ugly person. Whenever I miss them, and sort of want em back, I always remember the hurt they gave me.. it may make me a cold hearted person (I am) but at least I feel stronger.. empowered to control my own life. "
that's it uh. enough is enough. im tired of all this, seriously i am. i hope he will stop calling/msging me out of the blue. tolonglah ehh.. jgn mainkan perasaan aku. im not someone who you can easily contact whenver you're bored. i just wish the best in whatever you do. da cukup ar...
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a brand new month ppl! i wanna start afresh. yeaps. sadly, february is not a good month for me. well, besides my birthday celebrations and last day of exams of course. too much bad memories with that stupid person. haha! so since today is a brand new month, i wanna be happy again. lead the care-free life.
and so ive got myself a job at science centre. ME? SCIENCE?? HAHAHAH. those who know me well enough should know how much i hate practicals and experiments, be it in primary or secondary school. but since ive got a job there, might as well go for it. its only for 11 days though, for the MINDFEST event. so do come down, but you guys must pay lah. i will be starting next tuesday. part of me cant wait. heheh.
hmm, i hope that i will get a temporary job as soon as i complete the science centre one. i dun wanna waste anymore time. i wanna start saving already. yeah.. sampai biler kan my bank account asik2 less then 500bux.. haiz.. hafto carik duit already. kater da besar pe... i must start spending wisely also. no more impulse shopping, like what i just did last monday. gosh.. keje giler siak tuu.. tsktsk.
