I ADMIT DEFEAT.
thats it. i quitted my job. after weeks of deciding whether or not should i make this impulsive decision, it finally came to an end. ive seek opinions and views from different people. and each of them gave me encouraging words and advice as to quit or not. since last week was the week my boss went on a holiday, most said that it was an opportunity for me to leave. coz they know that it was for my good too. they knew that i was suffering under a MONSTER.
im definitely gonna miss some of the people there.
firstly, the gerek makcik2 cleaner. cik su and cik minah. they are very gerek i tell you. treat me like their own daughter and never fail to make me laugh everytime. "senang2 nnt Ti dtg la sini balek.." insyallah eh cik.
second, Ruby and Jeffrey. i will go to Ruby whenever the boss scolded me or anything and she will advise me not to take everything to heart. and Jeffrey. oh gosh. i miss this uncle so much laa.. always tease me whenever i went to the mailroom. he was shocked when i told him that on friday was my last day. told me stories about the boss which was so shocking and how i wished i had gone to him earlier and tell him everytink what had happened =( "if you can work under your boss with that character, you can face any boss in future" awwwwww.....
third, the hot hot heat IT guys laaaaaa. azlan and i-dun-know-his-name. haha! my eye-candies at that company. we started at the same time but sadly i hafto go first. them who hafto fix my computer or whenever i haf comp problem. sadly i didnt get to see them at all on friday!! nvr get to say goodbye to them also, esp to that azlan. sad or wad. hope to see them again sey.
and also the the colleagues at my department. it was an experience working under MARKETING COMMUNICATIONS dept. yes, i was kinda elated when i knew im gonna work under that dept. the job is actually ok but seeing how my boss treats me is depressing enough. i cant let her bully me everytime. i too have dignity ok. i hope the big boss will defend me and talk to her about her foul attitude.
my boss is gonna return from her holiday tomorrow. and i bet shes gonna scream her lungs out. at first i was in fear. i tell you, i have a very weak and sensitive heart. but they advise me not to be as i have nothing to be fearful of as shes NOT god. but, if she do call me 2mrw, i wont be bothered to answer. lantak ko lah boss. you treat me like im your punching bag. no respect for me at all. cnfm mengamok mcm beruk siak.
thanks for the opportunity for letting me work for that company. it was an experience for me. eventhough it was merely for 3mths. oh wells............
so now here i am. back to my old routine. i really thought i could stay long in this company sey. unfortunately luck isnt on my side. for now, i dunnoe whther should i cont under office line or not. i thought i wanna try doing teaching or childcare. hmmm i dunnoe....
