(ok...why do i sound so chirpy?)
eh waaa.. almost half of October is gone bebeh. what i can remember doing for the last few days is either working, eat & eat, sleep and still feeling the hari raya mood. yeah i noe. no life right. hahaha. what to do, inilah al-kisah kehidupanku.
you know sometimes i feel like expressing my inner feelings here sey. and also about my daily rantings. like what ive been through, heartbreaks ker, dates ker (ceyy, dates kepe..kwang3). rather than i just keep it to myself or save as draft only, hati mcm tk tenteram gitu. hmmm how eh? shld i blog EVERYTHING here and tell the whole world what im going through or just shut up and pretend nutin's happening? hmmmmmmm. see how laaa.
okay, maybe for a start, lets talk about......being SINGLE! hahaha. okok, as you all know, im currently single and of course ready to mingle (anytime man!). yeah, ive met a few good guys, went out with dem but thats all. why nothing more? well...either he dun like me or i dun fancy him. or the chemistry just isnt there. alah.... ntah laa eh. once a guy fren got asked me "from the start i know you till now, you still single ar? jual mahal lah tu....(play hard to get) " waaaaaaaa.. sedapnyer ckp. kalo sume laki nk kenal2, tkkan nk okgo jek seyy. desperate sgt or wad? eeeewww.
to tell the truth, i have a weakness for guys who show me their care and concern towards me. i bleh cair tau!! hehehe. but really la. bukannye kurang kasih sayang but the concern you get from "that someone" is different from the concern you get from your family. kan kan kan? its like you felt so important in "that someone's" life that he hafto check on you everytime. bestnyerr...hahah. at first i find it irritating, like hafto report strength wherever u go, wad time go home, everything also must tell. but as time pass, you will soon get used to it.
but the ultimate question is: why am i still SINGLE? first of all i wanna ask, BUROK NAH KE AKU NIE?? WALAOWEY!!! nak kater burok, tk per kan..lawa pon tk. cute? hahahaha..uat lawak ade ar. you be the judge. physical- wise i dun dare to answer. hahaha. but mayb the reason why im still single is could be
1) im not that sociable around people i dun quite know
2) i look very snobby
3) i dun look at people when im alone. (*i shy*)
4) i fall for the male species too damn fast
or
5) IM UGLY!!!!
eh reason #5 merepek uhh. haha!
so wad do you tink? i told my bestfren that by the end of 2008, hopefully both of us will get attached. but then 2008 is ending. only 2 more mths left. where can so fast get boyfren right? mustahil gitu lah for me. for #4, yeah its true. like i said earlier, thats my weakness laa. this time, im gonna make a promise to myself. if i were to know a nice guy, i will let it flow naturally. i dont wanna go through the same emotions i did few months back.
for now my dream guy is only him
HAHHAHA! my one and only............
oh well, if one fine day i happen to meet the one, please2 be happy for me. im sure you guys wanna see me happy2 also wad kan? tkkan emo jek beb. biler mau game...hahaha. insyallah la. kalo jodoh tk ke maner.......... to all my single ladies:
amaciam? long post or whatttt.. next entry i talk about something else. now i wanna relekkkkkkkkkk. chiowz!
