i am very L to the A to Z to the Y right now.
its not that theres nothing for me to do, well actually theres nothing to do lah except to read through my SOP (for work). but then again i feel very lazy to the max. you know the feeling of just wanting to laze around and not doing anything and just wait for tomorrow to come? dats what im feeling at this very moment. haiyo.
and now that the show cinta fitri had finished, theres nothing to watch on tv anymore. if got cinta fitri, at least i will start using the laptop at around 9pm. now, 7pm can use already. i tell you my life is becoming more and more boring. wkdays will be at work. afta work usually i will ask my sister to just eat outside or just go somewhere since shes from school. coz go home early also like no purpose already. my parents will be either half-asleep outside since they are too tired with work. why do i feel dat november seems to be shitty. starting of november jer da mcm gini. benci la. asal mcm gini nie. i want to resume ngaji back. my hati like tk tenteram u noe. mcm mls sume gini. but the ustazah havent say anything yet.
i tink our family needs to go on a getaway. go holiday. coz thats the only time our bonding is tight. now masing2 uat hal sendiri. parents sleep early, we siblings in our room, grandma watch teevee. sometimes i also cant be bothered. because why? im lazy. gosh what the heck is wrong with me? like BABI sia. ergghhhhhhhhhh.
im sick of all this lah. tomorrow come faster please before i eat myself up. arghhh!
