thats why today, when i returned from work, i thought things through. i dont want my heart to be taken advantage of. at that moment of time, my heart suddenly closed for anybody. and this is what i said to myself "from now onwards, i will only pamper myself. i will take care of myself and not to think of anybody that will only bring myself down" and today is the day i finally realised that its better to love oneself first before loving other people.
however if these people were to enter my life again, it will be a complete different story. i want to be optimistic, but it happens too many times. tired laa.
so, to the people that i have fallen for before, your loss losers!
