first of all i wanna say a BIG thank you to my wonderful friends who have been advising me and comforting me for the last few days. seriously i had the worst week ever. i wanna thank them one by one.
1. Kamarul: my best msn guy friend. ive known him for 2yrs and have never met him before. but after knowing him, i can tell hes a good person. i told him all my guy problems and hes willing to hear them. hes very nice i tell you. i thanked him first because hes da first person i called when i cried so badly after my work.
2. Mariam & Fara: eventhough we rarely meet each other, i know i can count on you girls whenever i have any problems. i know they feel sincerely happy for me when i told them that news. thanks so much for just being there for me =)
3. Corrine: my colleague, my kaki gerek, my talk-cock partner. she had seen me during my good and bad times. she gave good advices and is a good listener. i know she only wants the best for me. really appreciate that. im so thankful to have her as my colleague.
4. Rozi: thanks for listening to my never-ending problems. i know i can count on you too for just anything =)
5. my two sisters: one sentence, they are the best! ♥
i dont know how to say this but friends, ive decided to give the relationship a break. we have been going through a lot of problems. we have actually settled the recent problem however a much bigger problem came up. we tried to overcome it but somehow it all goes down to one solution. i know hes feeling stress right now. if i were in his shoes i will be too. who would have thought that a wonderful night would turn out to be the worst nightmare ever. whatever happens on that day only both of us know. maybe all this are obstacles we hafto go through.
surprisingly i didnt cry. maybe i will but not today. maybe its for the better that we give this relationship a rest. im sure gonna miss msging him everytime. btw i didnt msg him the whole day today. feels weird because i will always msg him the first thing in the mrng. its like a routine already.
i wish i could help him. but all i can do now is to be the matured one, giving him the moral support he needs. no matter how angry i can be towards him, i know that he still cares for me. only that he dont know how to show it. i really really hope everything will turn out to be fine. and no, i dont blame him for the break.
this is so cliche but if fate were to bring us together, then we are meant to be together.
friends, im okay. really i am.
