if you guys are wondering what did we do if we were not assigned to do work, the answer is we will be reading StraitsTimes.com! heyy, its interesting ok. you guys should give it a try. in a way, it really broadens your knowledge and the events/incidents thats happening around the world. i dont know why they say we dont have internet but yet we can surf these websites. hmmm i think maybe we do have internet access only that they block certain websites. nk bedek tk agak2 ehh..
but just now i was really moody to the max laa. the time pass like so freaking slow, i cannot take it!! and i kept going to the toilet to pee. geramsss. i thought that after reading 5 blogs, time will be kind to me. at least let it be near to lunchtime or something. disappointingly i was so wrong. came to know only 1 pathetic minute had passed la! wth. fed-up sia.
and to make my day more miserable, my colleague had to go off early coz its her turn to do the bus survey. baeeekkkk uh. leaving me all by myself before the day is over. i cant stand another minute in there, let alone 2hrs. OMG. seriously i really feel like shouting. i really dont know what other blogs to read. i just feel so bored and restless. abeh tkde org nk msg2. slalu gini tauu. kalo org busy, ah ader je la org nak msg. biler bored giler to the max, sunyi menyepi jek tu hp. lermakkk...
anyways, yesterday i received a prank call from a friend. it was at freaking 2am lah. at first when my hp rings, i picked up. then he was like "hello, hello?" in my heart, hello2 ker hape seyy. bebual jer la. org nk tdo, nk hello2. so i just put down. the next minute he called again. this time i picked up but didnt answer. then i realised it wasnt my friend's voice. i squinted my eyes to double check. correct what, the caller's name was my friend's. then i heard another voice "eh da record blom?" WTH!!! nk record per??!! i just kept quiet only while listening to their conversation. citod btol. jage kauuu. kurang asam btol! waste my precious sleeping time only.
i realised that eversince the _________, i havent been taking care of myself. in terms of taking care of my skin, the food that i eat and how i present myself. recently ive been eating a lot of junk and oily food like nobody's business. and that will then result to the breakouts and excess fats in my body. i admit that im very disappointed in myself for being this way. so much of me being optimistic. what had happened to me? i hate being this way. i dont want to feel insecure like before. maybe i just feel lonely and cut out from the world. hahaha. sometimes i regret saying i hate my life. that is very unappreciative of me. whenever i feel that way, i will feel ashamed of myself. i deserve a slap for saying that. its not fair to say that life is boring cause it isnt. it just happened that maybe today is just a bad day for me. i believe in life there's ups and downs. today is my down moment. maybe tomorrow or some other days will be an interesting one? i wont know.
actually i wanna type somemore but save it for some other day lah. later no more topic no fun ahh. hehehe. so.. till next update! ENJOY THE WEEKENDS!!
