last time, whenever I hear those lines, all i can say to them is bullshit. like come on, how hard is it to open up to other people? but now i totally understand. it may take weeks, months or years to open up to a whole new person. I guess that’s true huh. currently, im not crushing on anybody. (really!) in fact I feel kinda lazy to entertain the male species. bleargh. even when im chatting online with new people on msn, I don’t feel the excitement anymore. iadmit that im someone who gets bored easily. to simply put it, if you don’t have anything much to say, don’t talk to me.
funny thing is that, it only applies to the guys. however with girls, i can talk to them about anything under the sun. but if with guys, im a bit unadventurous. Im not ready to take risks. I still stick to my principle of not texting guys first! Hahaha! Jual mahal ah beh.
when i read about girls who are blissfully attached, (those humble ones only, not the show-offs) or girls going on first dates, i feel happy and excited for them. dunnoe eh, i just feel happy for them la. heck, I even smiled while reading their entries! mcm aku plak yg gi date eh. and no no, im not even jealous. please la eh, time lambat ah nk jealous2 nie sume. somehow its like they want me to believe that there is really somebody out there for every girl. even how plain jane looking you are.
anywayyyyy April’s already here! I felt that my February and March are being used up in a blink of an eye. this time im gonna make sure that my 4th month is being used up wisely.
lets see:
- gonna resume my jogging back (I haven’t been jogging for the last 2mths!)
- send out my resumes again (this time a good proper job please)
- save money spent less
- go for dental checkup
- driving lessons
see la where got time to think about boys? hahah. *rolls eyes* when the time comes, it comes la ehh.
Hah! lagu Flying Solo by my chris brown baru nk kluar radio. Chet. I hafal alrdy la the lyrics. mcm phm jekk.
