hello everybodehhh!!
first week of May has passed already. actually i have a lot to update. coz everyday at work i will write in microsoft word first and then save it in my thumbdrive. konon2, nnt biler da alek rumah nak update kat blogger.com laa. tapi sampai rumah jer, malas!! so tk jadi. haha. but i think i will just post whatever i have written for the past few days. veryy long updates up ahead!
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♥ 4 MAY (MONDAY) ♥
time checked: 1115am
I was damn pissed off can?!!
I was already rushing for work when my grandma asked me to fetch Alisha from school, since her temperature exceeds 37degrees.
Since im on my way, I might as well take her.
Luckily nabilah was there to accompany me to my old primary school.
Wow! The school has changed so much. Suddenly it brings back the memories of us queuing at the concourse.
Ok, so that’s not the point.
So when I reached the general office, they brought me up to see Alisha.
I was expecting my chubby cousin, but NOOOOOOOOOO.
I saw a skinny gal look out from inside.
In my heart “sejak biler Alisha da slim nie?”
Skali they say “Oh sorry ma’am its AZILA, not Alisha. They may have been mistaken. Im so sorry”
Thanks eh.
No smiling, no talking, I gave her my most fucked up look.
Im rushing to go to work, with a turquoise umbrella, and in the end you said it’s a mistake??!!!
Check la btol2 kalau ye pon. Perkare kecik gini pon boleh salah, ape lagik yg critical punye. Careless kan.
Mind you, it was drizzling at the point of time. And I was sweating like a cow. Geram punye pasal lah nie.
Due to that I reached work at 845am.
Dah tu tkpe, once I reached work only, hafto go through the front gate.
Astarghfirullah.
Hafto go through body checkup plak. Haiyo!!
What a way to start my Monday!!
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time checked: 330pm
Kelly (the new girl) is so sweet!! just the other day, during lunch time, i was craving for a crunchie bar. we searched everywhere along the shophouses, 7-11, minimart all dont have that chocolate!! i was kinda disappointed la at that time. then today after she returned from the bus survey she bought for me.........
i was deeply touched!! gosh. honestly ive never been treated this way before by someone i barely know. usually its me who gave others this kind of surprise. but for someone to do this small gesture to me really brightens up my day. syukur alhamdulilah =)
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♥5 MAY (TUESDAY) ♥
time checked: 3pm
AKU PON NK COMPLAIN AHH!!!
Theres this person here who cannot compromise. Sikit2 nk complain. Org mintak tolong sikit jer nk bising. Irritating sia. Step bnyk jer keje kau. Shes like membebel all the way, i cannot take it i ‘TSK’ loudly. Bingit tau telinge aku nie. Naseb aku nie sorang. Kalo ade geng kat sebelah, confirm kiter da ckp kuat2. shes what we would call tiger with no tooth. Nmpk jer garang padahal buat keje tk sebrape.
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time checked: 245pm
OHNO! Got to know that maybe the HR wont let me extend!! Help!
Just when I thought I have a secured job.
Hope my agency will help me out here.
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Ok, confirmed!
=))
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***************************************************************** time checked: 430pm
this is what i had just now...
junk food!!
♥ 7 MAY (THURSDAY) ♥
time checked: 9.08am
Burppppppp!!
I just finished eating my breakfast, mee rebus. Big breakfast right? I don’t know why im feeling so hungry this morning. Although I ate a piece of bread earlier, my stomach was still growling all the way from home to work. But now im okay!
Today’s Thursday. And its gonna be a long day ahead coz my colleague is not coming in. Luckily I brought along some magazines to occupy my time later. After doing my work stuff that is. I told you I know how to entertain myself.
Anyway I realized that ive been kinda rude to this friend of mine. Somehow I feel that hes wasting his life away by not doing anything. I know he had tried to find a job but I feel that he didn’t try hard enough and that drives me crazy. Hes all words but no action. I just hope for once that he will find a proper job and stick to that. The past few months that I know him, he has changed 2 jobs due to some reasons. Okay that one I understand. But when he said for the past few days he had only been sitting at home not doing anything makes me think of him as a lazy person. I know im stereotyping but until when he wanna be like this? I also almost said this “If you found yourself a job already, then you can contact me back” So I thought yesterday when he called me, he finally got a job. But noooo. He was on his way back from lepak-ing with his friends. Waste time lahh!!!
Oh well, suits him. I just wish him the best.
I miss the debate sessions we shared over the phone. So lightweight and funn!! Skg no more lor..
Btw, I have a habit to jeling at guys who look my way. I know, so ngade-ngade right? I did that because I malu la. So to cover malu, I jeling at them! Hahah! Kesian sey dorang, padahal tk bersalah. So in a way people might mistake me as being arrogant. Like im some big shot =( cant help it lah! Oh yah, my jeling is not just look away slowly tau, nie jelingan yg tajam. Hahaha. I want to smile but I fear rejection. So how?
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time checked:12pm
Sherlyn talked to me just now. And give me good advice. I love it when nice people gave me advice on life. I feel so much determined after her reassurance. I will not let other people distract me with their views. Thank you to those that have given me their thoughts but I guess ive made up my mind. Don’t ask me what im going to do. Nothing is confirmed yet.
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♥ 8 MAY (today's post) ♥
TGIF. well... its been a good weekday i suppose. im getting along pretty fine with the new girl. btw her name is Kelly. although our age difference is 4years, i can click well with her. shes still so young but she had travel to a lot of places, Israel, France, Japan.. best kan? the furthest i went is... Thailand!! hahaha. okok, so she may look soft-spoken but once she starts to talk, she doesnt seem to stop! kadang2 mulot nie penat jgak bebual. hahaha. whats best is that she also like to eat!! everyday we will bring chocolates or sweets. mcm maner lah tk put on weight?
oh yah! i almost forgot to update about my last weekend with my two crazy sisters. we went all the way to e-hub for bowling session! jauh eh. org north travel to east. it was my virgin try on bowling! aku mcm pro jer. ntah maen btol ke tak! hahaha. but whats important is we had fun!!!
okay, heres my weekend (2May, SATURDAY)!
after that we played arcade, shop for earrings at bugis and watched an old lady at starbucks doing unnecessary stuff. tsk. what a disgust! overall it was such a well spent day =))
