i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

i dont know why but i feel so zoned-out today. im like a zombie just wandering about. maybe i dont feel my weekends thats why. anyways, today i changed my band colour to baby blue! to me its much nicer than my previous pink. haha, nvm before hari raya i get to change again!

anyway, ive been thinking about this issue lately. how do you feel when a particular person keeps msging/calling/msn-ing you everytime but then suddenly all this stops. do you wonder why? last time i used to be paranoid. in my head, i will be asking all sorts of ridiculous questions.

"did i say anything wrong to make him stop msging me?"
"hes not interested alrdy la"
"maybe he found someone more interesting"
"he got tired of msging you"

now, im not that paranoid. only a bit confused. mcm merepek kan? like hari-hari will msg, den the mext day tetibe dah tk? asal gitu ehh. pelik2.. eh btw, this situation is not happening to me now so dont assume anything okkk. i just want to share only.

the other day, my 2nd sis shared with me some stories about how she got to know this interesting guy and so on. so i asked her whether is it okay for us girls to know other guys just as friends although we are currently seeing someone else? she said yes. i, too agree. but if that someone im seeing is getting to know other girls, i will feel jealous la abit. hahaha. i know its unfair but thats how i feel. coz for me i know my limits when getting to know new people. but for guys to do that.. hmmm cannot trust that much lah. correct, no? im the kind that if i really fancy a particular person, i wont care about the rest. rabak ehh.. but thats just me. heh.