when i received that through hotmail, first thing i did was to laugh. what a coincidence! both names had got to do with my past. i was so tempted to ask that particular person above whether is that really his name. haha! but then again it sounded stupid so i skipped that idea. and of course i didnt click YES back. nahh, i dont want to be remembered of anything from the past. enough of the drama already.
so speaking of the two names, obviously im not in contact with the first name. he had lead his own life and thats his problem. latest update i got to know is that hes now attached already. to whom, i dont know and i dont want to know. so be it lah.
for the second one, i am still in contact with him though but very rarely, not on everyday basis. maybe like two or three months he will suddenly msged me and then we will keep each other updated. hes a good friend lah. thats basically all. no special feeling involved also.
and so there it is. my unhappening love life. haha! chill okay, im not in emo state right now. just that i want to take a break from all this. if love were bound to happen to me any sooner, i thank ALLAH for that. if not, then i will just have to move on with my life. furthermore the heart is not ready to restart, and that im sure time will heal all wounds.
so for those in love, or feeling loved, treasure them while they are still there. for those who is feeling like me, well... dont worry aite coz we will be just fine =)
