081209 (tuesday)

Finally my 6mths probation is over!! It was supposed to be on the 29th but they brought it forward. I was shocked when my boss told me that day we are going to meet Miss Tan, the management. Luckily i was dressed appropriately. Of course I wasnt prepared because I thought they are just going to give me a confirmation letter. Luckily my two other colleagues, who were MOE teachers gave me advises on how to approach some questions. Luckily they were there to guide me through. =))

So they asked me many many questions and some of them I didnt manage to answer them properly as I was too nervous although my boss was there too to give me support. And then when it was my boss turn to give her analysis and feedback, my heart beats very fast. Im glad that she said it was a joy working with me due to my humble and generous personality. (ahem!) And that I put in a lot of passion in working as sometimes I do OT without her asking me too. Thats because sometimes I forgot the time as I was busy entertaing the kids. hahaha. Time do pass really fast when I was working there and thats what makes me happy. They are also satisfied with my target settings for next year. Hopefully Im able to achieve them.

When theres positive comments, there are bound to be negative ones. Some of them is to improve on my diction as sometimes I use words that are not strong enough for the kids to understand. I admit that my English is deteriorating!! I need to meet my friends to talk more adult language. And also I have to brush up on my Maths for upper primary. sighs. Nowadays their Maths are so challenging I just cant solve them. Guess I have to buy Maths assessments alrdy.

Other then that, they have signed me up for courses to attend next year to upgrade myself. Im so thankful to be doing what im doing now. Syukur alhamdulilah.

091209 (wednesday)

Excursion day again! We went to the railway station at tanjong pagar and henderson waves. It was fun fun fun!! Didnt snap a lot of pictures as it was a competition. Its like amazing race and teachers can help the group. Ape lagik, I was excited as I would love if my group won. haha! prangai eh. And then at Henderson waves, we have a cheer competition and our group won! Shouted with all our lungs. There wasnt many people around so I wasnt that embarassed. Even if there are, Im with the kids so I dont mind that much.

111209 (friday)

The kids perform for an old folks home near to our centre. I was sad when I saw the elderly there. They looked so old and weak and couldnt move around so much. At first I expect some of them to be like my grandma, still able to walk and talk. But they are not. It was quite a very sober sight. Anyway, the kids practised very hard for the performance. They even had a late lunch just to practise. When they were performing, I couldnt help but feel proud of them. Even the p5/6 put aside their shyness to perform well. That day I felt like a proud parent. Cheyy.. hahaha!

Anyway, look at my cheeks!! Its becoming round again! =( How??!! I think ive been eating a lot of junk food and eating non-stop. However when I weigh myself, its still the same. still 41kg. even my colleagues said so. My boss said that maybe if i eat even more, the fats store on my face will drop down to my body coz of gravity pull. hahaha. if only thats possible.

Look at that! Gosh. And i still have the 'cheek' to eat chilli fish pasta. tsk!